Postcard from the End of America: Manhattan
Linh Dinh
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Getting off the Greyhound bus at the Port
Authority Terminal, I immediately saw a man in his mid 50′s digging
through a garbage can. With his right hand, he held a plastic tray on
which were placed whatever edible scraps he could find. Lickable flecks
clung to his ample brown beard. Chewing while scavenging, he was quite
leisurely with his task and no one among the many people sitting or
standing nearby paid him any attention. Done with one trash can, he
moved to the next, and since there were so many in this huge building, I
imagined his daily buffet to be quite ample and varied.
Like central libraries, bus stations are daytime havens for America’s
homeless, but the man described above is a throw back of sort, for his
number has dwindled considerably ever since Giuliani decided to hose
most of them away. Los Angeles has its Skid Row, San Francisco the
Tenderloin, and you can find hundreds of roofless Americans sprawling
all over Northwest DC, the showcase quarter, but much of Manhattan has
become quite sanitized, purged of not just the homeless but any other
kind of poorer Americans, as well as the artsy, Bohemian types, who have
mostly migrated to Brooklyn. Pumped up by Wall Street, much of
Manhattan has become off limits to all but the super affluent. You can
work there, sure, after taking two trains and a bus, but don’t think of
moving in, not even into a closet, or curtained off corner of a roach
motel-sized, shared apartment. As the rest of the country sinks, this
island is buoyed by bailouts and quantitative easing directly deposited
into its too-big-to-fail swindling houses, but hey, the Bangladeshi cab
drivers and CUNY-graduated waiters and bellhops also get their short
stacks of nickels and dimes, so don’t bitch, OK? Dwelling in this Green
Zone, it would be easy to think that this country’s near collapse is but
a ridiculous rumor.
Speaking of Gotham cabbies, only 8% are
native-born these days, and pointing to this fact, Pat Buchanan blames
the liberal welfare state for the decline of the American work ethics.
What he ignores is that the terms for driving a cab in New York are
so bad, even many Pakistani immigrants have stopped driving. Instead of
pocketing a share of each fare, most drivers must rent their vehicle at
a fixed rate, so that they may even lose money at the end of a 12-hour
shift. Thanks to an increasingly superfluous supply of labor, however,
you can always get someone to do anything, and this is the direct result
of having a porous border in a sinking economy. Globalism is not just
about exporting decent jobs, but also importing cheap labor until
everyone everywhere makes just about nothing. That’s the master plan,
dude, so although ningún ser humano es ilegal is self-evidently true, it’s also a smoke screen to make slaves out of us all.
In Taxi Driver, Travis complained, “All the
animals come out at night–whores, skunk pussies, buggers, queens,
fairies, dopers, junkies, sick, venal. Someday a real rain will come and
wash all this scum off the streets.” Well, 42nd Street is certainly
spic and span now, with Travis’ beloved Lyric Theater, where he took
Betsy to see some starkly instructive coupling, long gone, as is the pen
with half a dozen naked women. Standing in an individual booth, you
deposited quarters to lift up a window, then after tucking dollars into
the G-string of your chosen date, you’re allowed to knead her for a bit.
Many greasy spoons and mom and pops have also been shooed from
Manhattan, to be replaced by chain stores and restaurants. In Manhattan
alone, there are now 200 Subways, 74 McDonald’s, many of them open 24/7,
and 194 Starbucks. Dunkin’ Donuts has 500 locations citywide. The
biggest corporations shall roll over all!
The lamer Manhattan becomes, the more popular
it is with the tourists who come to ride a double decker bus and gorge
at a Midtown’s Applebee’s, TGI Friday, Olive Garden, Outback Steakhouse
or Red Lobster. They travel to Babylon to experience all the comforts of
Annandale, Virginia. Not long ago on 42nd Street, however, I did find
another throwback, a guy who Frenchkissed a mouse for
tips, but before I could deconstruct his amorous technique, stratagem,
fudged aims and secret meanings, six cops, no less, appeared to tell our
ratty Casanova to beat it. Hey, there are still enough weirdos here.
When Occupy was still happening in Zuccoti Park, I ran into a guy who was trying to enlist people into his “Fart Smeller Movement.”
To show what he was talking about, this dough-faced gent displayed a
photo of himself squatting down, with his nose wedged into a woman’s ass
as she was, presumably, liberally exhaling. Listen, man, I don’t want
to come off as nostalgic for the New York of gutter punks and a nightly,
Boschian bacchanal in Tomkins Square, with its in-house cannibal, but
the Lawrence Welk version of the city just ain’t cutting it.
Leaving Port Authority, I trekked north, and
just past Lincoln Center, I encountered a young male beggar in a New
Jersey Devils cap and dirty jeans. With his small, beat up backpack and
nearly empty cup, he sat in front of the cheery window of a clothing
boutique. Head down, his face was obscured by this sign, “HOMELESS. Too
honest to steal… Humble enough to Beg. JUST Trying to SURVIVE. ANYTHING
HELPS! GOD BLESS.” Two blocks from him, I then spotted a young, blonde
woman in a bouffant pony tail, also begging. It was brisk, so her legs
were wrapped in a thin, gray blanket, of the austere kind not found in
any normal home, but to be handed out after an earthquake, hurricane,
false flag terrorist attack or Second Coming of Jesus. At least it’s not
the packing stuff I’ve seen wrapped around the street pariahs of our
nation’s capital. On her bulky, hooded jacket, there was a small patch
of the American flag. Reading a large book, she was also looking down,
and so I couldn’t immediately tell that I had met her before, in
Philadelphia.
Born in Russia, Liza is
22-years-old. When she was seven, Liza was adopted, along with a
younger sister, and brought to Cambridge, MA, but she never got along
with her new mom, and so was put on lithium at 11, then sent to a
boarding school at 14. Liza’s drinking problem began around this time,
and she was stuck in 9th grade for three years. Liza quit school,
drifted around the country and drained half a gallon of whiskey a day,
to the point of passing out, but she has pretty much cut out this
suicidal habit. With her, um, All-American good looks, Liza can always
count on making more than enough to survive, just by sitting behind a
sign that says, “A LITTLE KINDNESS GOES A LONG WAY. GOD BLESS.” For
Liza’s 21st birthday, her adoptive mother, a very rich woman, sent her
$20.
In 2011, Liza met her boyfriend, Harvey,
at a Rainbow camp in Washington State. The Rainbow Family holds one
large gathering each year in a national forest. While there, they shun
money and alcohol while saying yes to universal love, world peace,
hallucinatory drugs,
food sharing, bartering, cotton, skin, mud, strumming, drumming and
singing, as well as shitting in the woods in a green, hygienic and
inoffensive manner. Assholes, though, do show up and sometimes ruin the
good vibes, but that’s just life on this sick and unmoored planet. To
the Rainbow Family, the world at large is considered Babylon. Done with
ummmming while standing in a circle, Liza and Harvey went down to San
Francisco and chilled at the Occupy
Camp for a while, and for cash, they begged in nearby Daly City, making
over $200 a day. It was mostly her bringing in the dough, for Harvey is
no retinal lollipop.
Born in small town South Carolina, Harvey
inherited a dilapidated house and crappy car when his parents suddenly
died in an accident. A year later, he sold this house to a friend for
$70,000, or $500 a month, then hit the road. There is an army of young,
jobless Americans drifting from city to city. To survive, they beg,
dumpster dive and use soup kitchens. Many sing or play music for change.
In Berkeley, they swarm all over the university area, their scruffy presence contrasting
sharply with the yuppyish or Gap-fashioned students, though I have been
told that some of the homeless neo-primitives are actually alumnus of
UC Berkeley. In this economy, it’s all too easy to move from an
overpriced dormitory to totally free off-campus accommodations that
include sidewalks, church verandas, condemned homes, store entrances and landscaped knolls off freeway exit ramps. In Berkeley, you can also sleep unmolested at People’s Park, where you will have plenty of company.
Universities have colluded with banks and
government to fleece students and shackle them to a lifetime of debt
servitude, but as long as you’re still enrolled, and your payments
deferred, life will seem good and promising, for the university’s
primary job is no longer to teach, but to maintain this rosy illusion.
In these United States of universal debt bondage, universities have
become a marketing branch of the criminal banks. It’s all good,
children, so just sign here to get your very own academic(ish) casket!
So Liza and Harvey are basically professional
beggars, but before you scream, “Get a job, losers,” consider that less
than 59% of working age Americans are actually employed, and 47% of the
population are on some forms of government assistance, a record high,
so nearly half of us are already de factobeggars, although most
are not sitting on concrete in heat or cold, looking sorry, at least
not yet. Simply put, many Americans have become redundant in an economy
rigged to serve the biggest banks and corporations. With no one hiring
us and our small businesses bankrupted by the behemoths, many of us are
forced to beg, peddle, push or steal, though on a scale that’s miniscule
compared to what’s practiced by our ruling thugs. As we shove dented
cans of irradiated sardine into our Dollar Store underwear, they rob us
of our past, present and future.
In this sick order, even the best among us
are reduced to being outcasts, if not criminals to be locked up,
tortured or killed. In this sinister arrangement, you’re lucky if you’re
merely ignored, like the fiercely astute Paul Craig Roberts. Although
countless Americans depend on him to understand more clearly the dangers
and rot afflicting their unraveling society, he’s not paid for his
articles, but must depend on readers’ contributions to keep writing. In
this evil mad house, even Paul Craig Roberts is a beggar. Meanwhile,
morons are paid handsomely to waterboard the masses with septic sludge.
Past Columbia University, I crossed into
Harlem, then Washington Heights. In the upper reaches of Manhattan,
there are signs of the black market everywhere, for people must do what
they can to get by, and since the residents here are mostly non-white,
City Hall has pretty much left them alone. Like Jews a century ago,
Latinos and blacks are selling just about everything on sidewalks. One
guy was offering four old pairs of sneakers,
which he left in a heap. Another had four pressure cookers displayed on
a cloth-covered ironing board. At 168th and Broadway, a man was selling tamales from
a shopping cart. It was only $1.25 per, and you could choose from
chicken, pork, cheese, beans, Oaxaca styled or sweet. Like most
conversations on the street, his sign was strictly in Spanish. Within
sight of this, however, there was a huge McDonald’s that was packed with
locals, including a grimy man with his head on a table, soundly
sleeping. A guy in his mid 20s asked one customer after another if he
could have some change “for something to eat.” He even approached people
at the counter as they were paying. With his palm out and eyes like a
basset hound’s, he leaned towards a pretty young lady and muttered at
her platinum-plated hoop earring. She gave him nothing.
To be fair, the panhandlers hounding this
Mickey D’s are a direct result of having two homeless shelters half a
block away, and they don’t usually come inside. In any case, step
outside this corporate fortress and Washington Heights is still a
wonderful mess of small stores and eateries. Isn’t it telling that the
most lively streets and neighborhoods in America
are filled with recent immigrants? They haven’t been here long enough
to become zombies, and don’t think I’m talking racially now for European
cities are also much more exuberant and life-affirming than their
American sisters, many of which have become desolate and menacing.
Strapped to automobiles and conditioned to stare at one screen after
another, bona fide Americans dread eye contact and the human
breath. Alienated from all those nearest to us, we expect to be saved
and led by our distant brainwashers and slave masters.
For any community to be healthy, local
initiatives must be encouraged, nurtured and protected, so let’s reclaim
our home turf, reestablish the common and, in the process, regain our
collective sanity and dignity. With this in mind, let’s check out Word
Up, a volunteer-run bookstore and mini art center in Washington Heights.
Just over a year old, it is filled with people by day and hopping at
night with either a concert, literary reading, play, film showing or
lecture. Kids can even show up in the afternoon to get help with their
homework. Sounds too good to be true, and in this culture of Lil’ Wayne
and Justin Bieber flanking a wife-beating boxer named “Money,” this
nourishing oasis is barely hanging on, sustained only by donations from a
recent crowd-funding campaign. Already working for free, the 50-plus
people who keep Word Up going are also beggars, but that’s just how it
is now, and if not for the tireless efforts of its head beggar, Veronica
Liu, Word Up would never have come into being in the first place.
Born in Toronto to Hakka and Filipino
parents, Liu came to NYC 16 years ago. Before Word Up, she started
Washington Heights Free Radio, which is operated out of her apartment.
Liu is also a co-founder of Fractious Press and helps to organize the
yearly book fair at the Ding Dong Lounge in Morningside Heights. Liu has
a day job, and makes no money from her various community building
efforts, which she does because, I don’t know, maybe Liu’s insane?
According to the norms of Babylon, she is certainly batshit, but to
gain, no matter how fleetingly, a bit of light and grace with one’s
words or actions is a reward in itself. Some may even claim it is a
necessity. Since every evil act is accompanied by a lie, a disguise or
suppression of meaning, a society that traffics in practically nothing
but lies or distracting nonsense is also one that’s drowning in serial
and habitual evilness. Meaning is not just calling everything by its
proper name, but grasping their relationship and having a sense of
proportion, but these have all been banished from our public discourses.
Bushed and Baracked, we seethe, scream, take our medication then
joyfully jerk, with pomposity and authority, the voting lever.
Two thousand and five hundred words already
and still no lager? So how is this a damn Postcard?! I hear you, I hear
you, but at six to eight bucks a pop further South, I had to walk seven
miles before I even dared to mumble in my humblest voice, and with my
eyes filled with shame and mortification, “A bottle of your cheapest,
please.”
Yah, yah! I feel so much better already!
Don’t you? I’m so hopped up, I can run a marathon! OK, OK, I must calm
down before I get flagged. We’re in Reynold’s, a musty Irish grotto in
the middle of Nuevo Santo Domingo. There was a stuffed animal over the
bar, but no one could tell me what it was, not even the Wisconsin-born
bartender, Brian. Although there were less than a dozen souls there, I
couldn’t imagine too many rooms in Washington Heights that contained
more white people. I asked Brian, “Do Dominicans drink here?”
“Yeah, sometimes. Not really.”
“So where do they drink?”
“On the streets. If you come here in the
Summer, you’ll see them all over the sidewalks with their bottles of
Presidente! They like to drink outside, play dominoes outside. It’s a
different culture. Besides, it’s too expensive inside a bar, and most of
them don’t have that much money.”
In his mid 40’s, Brian wore his beard long and bushy in a style that’s now associated with Duck Dynasty. It evokes a down-home America
that hunts, fishes and salutes the flag. Brian’s thoroughly at home in
Washington Heights, however, and is, in fact, married to a Dominican
woman. In NYC for 25 years, he can’t imagine returning to DePere,
Madison or Milwaukee, where he has all lived, “It was very boring in
Wisconsin. There was nothing to do.” This Summer, he’ll take his wife to
his home state for the first time.
“Hey, maybe she’ll love it there!” I said.
“I doubt it.” Then, “There is a Latino guy
who comes in here every now and then, and each time he does, he’d buy
beer for the whole bar.”
“That’s pretty generous! How can he afford it?”
“No kids!” Brian smiled, “and I don’t think
he’s married either. He’s an older gentleman, retired. He used to work
as a police detective.”
“The last time he was here, he gave me $10 for cab fare,” Peggy interjected,
“and I was just going to take the bus. What a nice man!” Sitting in a
corner, she had been playing one crossword puzzle after another. She was
bundled in a sweat shirt, hoodie and a padded, nylon jacket. Like the
rest of us, she was certainly not dressed to kill, as is common further
down the island. She did wear blue eye shadow, however, and her squarely
trimmed fingernails were perked up by white nail polish.
Born in Brooklyn Heights in 1941, Peggy moved
to Washington Heights as a child and has remained there ever since. The
only other place she’s been is Wildwood, New Jersey, where her family
used to go during the Summer, for its beach. “I’ve never been anywhere,
and I’m proud of it!”
Peggy worked 40 years as a school crossing
guard, and now comes to Reynold’s every day at 8AM, as it opens, “I get
up at 5:30 or 6, then I come here. I come here to watch television
because I don’t have one at home.” She runs errands for the bar, does
its laundry at a laundromat down the street, and they pay her with
bottles of Coors Light, “People also buy me drinks. I never go without.”
Peggy entered Reynold’s for the first time 44 years ago, six years
after it opened “They built this bar around Peggy,” Brian joked.
Peggy’s husband died in 2003. Nearly daily,
she orders a pastrami submarine from the same deli, and though she only
pays them once a week, she does remember to tip the bicycle delivery man
two bucks each time. Presently, two Dominican couples walked in, but
only for the women to use the bathroom, it turned out, and soon after
they left, a shouting match erupted over a clogged toilet.
“It’s your fuckin’ fault, you asshole!” A patron in his early 50’s hollered at an older man.
“Hey, calm down! I’m not allowed to show someone where the bathroom is?”
“Fuck no! Not when you know they’re not going to order anything!”
“How was I supposed to know? Unbelievable. You’re just a crank, man, and a racist!”
“I’m no fuckin’ racist! You saw some Dominican pussy and lost your fuckin’ mind.”
“Listen, I’m 62 years old. I don’t need to take your bullshit.”
“God bless you, but why don’t you shove your fuckin’ head down the toilet. Maybe that’ll fix it!”
The seething crank turned out to be Pat, a unionized building manager. Born in Ireland, he returns there often with his wife. When I told Pat I had been to England and Scotland, but never Ireland, he replied, “There’s nothing there. You’re not missing anything.”
The people who live in Harlem are “animals,”
Pat also informed me, and he spoke of how dirty it is compared to
Washington Heights. During my three hours in Reynold’s, Pat never
relaxed or smiled. Just about anything anyone said, he contested, and
even when he agreed with you about something, he sounded argumentative.
Maybe he’ll burst a blood vessel soon. Maybe someone will kill him. Pat
did play Hendrix’ “All Along the Watch Tower,” then Tony Bennett’s “Rags
to Riches,” however.
“Now, it’s the other way around,” a woman said in a throat cancery voice.
“You got that right!” Pat sneeringly concurred.
It was late afternoon by now. Swiveling on my
stool, I turned to survey the glary, sun splashed scenery through the
open door. A guy on a cheap scooterrolled by, then two smartly dressed kids with
their mom appeared. It couldn’t have been a babysitter, I don’t think,
for she was also fashionably attired. Her boots were certainly not
remaindered bin quality. Across the street, a store was for rent, and
there was a jeweler with “WE BUY OLD GOLD” in the window. The ubiquity
of these signs is yet another indication of our destitution. Have you
sold your heirloom, keepsake or wedding ring? I too have learnt how to
Ebay.
I was very much at peace in that fine low
life establishment, but like the Buddha, Jesus and George Harrison said,
“All things must pass,” and so I had to extricate myself from
Reynold’s. In any case, I don’t want to go from lower class to rags. My
clothes are already torn and tattered. With the Fed right there, I’ll
stay a beggar. So don’t blow or kiss me, blow up Goldman Sachs!
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